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THE TWENTY-FIFTH OF MARCH, TWO THOUSAND AND EIGHT IS A REALLY UNFORGETTABLE ONE FOR ME. HOW ABOUT YOU?


I JUST CANT RLLY GET OVER THE FACT THAT YES, IT WAS TOO SHORT. 3 complaints already: 2 by reporters and another by someone from the public. at 75 mins [OR LESSER, WHICH IM PRETTY SURE] it's really funny how time flies. of course, i compensated that by having ADAM LEVINE'S voice accompany me all the way to school and fro for the past week or so.

SAY I'M NUTS AND THATS WHAT I AM. ;)

and now that i have sync-ed their performance vids into my IPOD, all the better for me to relive these INTOXICATING experiences. i used that word purely for the LITERAL reason.

let me describe the day to you:

somehow, the concert has to fall on a school day, ESPECIALLY A TUESDAY in which some people like me will not be entitled to as much free time as poly ppl or non-JC goers. and the most perfect thing is that there had to be an extra PW lecture on that day.

i thought i was going to freak out.

concert started at 8PM though, but i wanted to be early anyways - YOU NEVER KNOW. so my day in school ended at a PRETTY EARLY time of 4.30. HAHA - NOT.

everything was well-planned though. i CHIONGED [SERIOUSLY] out of the lecture hall and went to buy my DUPER HEAVY maths and bio textbooks. my dad and mum [THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH] waited for me at the school carpark to whisk me off home. this experience is also similar to GRAD NIGHT, where i got WHISKED off to the airport only abt 1 and a 1/2 hr into the dinner/dancefor my flight to LONDON.

AWESOME FEELING AND I DIG BOTH. =D

seriously, [launching into one of my naggy, long-winded stories] GRAD NIGHT was nothing compared to EUROPE. didnt care abt the hair, the party or the food - OH WAIT, MAYBE THE FOOD.

=P

but YAH, i was looking forward to the event after the car ride.

had a quick shower and stuffed myself with dinner. then got WHISKED off again [LOVE THIS WORD!!!] to SIS [s'pore indoor stadm]. my cousin, wen jie and HAMIDAH/HAMSTER/PARTY PARTNER [!!!!!] got there pretty early. funny thng was that i had arranged to meet them at 6.30 and ended up being the LATEST.

SORRY GUYS. =/

and when i saw HAMIE i was like 'AAAAHHHHH!!!' and DUPER EXCITED. wasnt that excited at all til THEN and THERE. must have been the atmosphere lah - rlly gets into my head. THAT, or my biological clock has a timer and alarm to tell me when i should EMOTE. HAHAHA.


after fumbling with the FRUITIPS wrapper and wrinkling my forehead over the tickets [OF COURSE I WONT FORGET TO BRING THEM; HOW CAN I? I WOULD KILL MYSELF INFINITE TIMES IF THAT HAPPENS] we went inside the STDM.

doesnt look that big from the outside but you realise its capacity is pretty LARGE when you're in there. and they were selling M5 cds [they even had 'FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH!!!'] and M5 shirts. cousin got me one [!!!!!] as DUPER early bdae present. WAS SO INDECISIVE OVER THE DESIGNS AND EVERYTHNG; WAS SO WORKED UP AND HYPERVENTILATING.

[editor's note: as im typing this, i can still feel the fustration. GAH!]

got to our seat and AM RLLY SORRY WEN JIE THAT I GOT THE BLOCK NUMBER WRONG!!! ARGH - i cant believe that im so careless. =(


so started taking random pics of ourselves and RAPID TALKING. that was mostly me cause i just couldnt keep the excitement in me DOWN. it was rising like a - TSUNAMI TIDAL WAVE. [gd expression.]

between this 1/2 hr or so that we waited [!!!!!]:

1. my cousin went to buy a burger, superdog and soda
2. hamie and i filled up some random forms abt meeting the band [which turned out to be JAMES BLUNT - yuck]
3. took mre pictures and crapped-talked
4. got very WORKED UP [for gd reasons]
5. felt sleepy [THE BOTH OF US]

oh yah, and victor called me before the show started to ask me if i wanted to mug together.guess what i said - 'EH SORRY, BUT IM AT MAROON 5 CONCERT NOW.'




MUAHAHAHAAHAHA - EVIL ME. >=D

and so WE WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED. throughout this whole period of boredom, my cousin was rlly nice. CAUSE HE MADE UP JOKES TO KEEP BORED ME ENTERTAINED AND PREVENTED ME FROM FALLING ASLEEP. and FINALLY:

we heard GLENN ONG from Class 95 say that the 'BOYS WILL BE OUT IN A SHORT WHILE.'

GAH!!!!! >>> oh yah, saw some celebs. cousin said he saw the MUTTONS [frm 98.7] and after the show, i saw ROS frm 98.7 also and ANDREA FONSEKA with her arm clinging onto some old, BOTAK angmoh.

WIERD. =/

and Glenn came along with JAMIE YEO as well.

all female celebs looked stick thin and FAIRLY TALL. and there were loads of eye candy there - so many angmohs around. AND SO MANY KIDS. [!!!!!] I RECKON THE YOUNGEST IS AGE 5. 2 of them were sitting in the row in front of me and YOU KNOW WHAT? the loving DADDY brought ear plugs for the his darling little girl. AWW, SO SWEET.

why the ____ did he even bring her here in the first place? and i saw ths 10 yr old kid [or so] holding a vanguard sheet that said 'MAROON 5 KICKASS.' [HAHA.=D ]


GRRR - rich kids, RICHER PARENTS. so UNFAIR. =(

and FINALLY [for real], the lights went out and the music started.




AHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHH !!!!! =O

I SWEAR I HAVE NEVER BEEN MORE EXCITED WITH THE BLOOD RUSHING TO MY BRAIN AT HIGH RELATIVE VELOCITIES. AND THAT THE SUGAR FROM FRUITIPS CONTRIBUTED TO THE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE AND GLUCOSE CONTENT.




i dont want to continue anymore but to say that IT WAS A PURE ADRENALINE RUSH. ADAM SANG WELL [TOP FORM, TOP FORM], JAMES HAD THIS WONDERFUL GUITAR SOLO IN 'THE SUN', MATT WAS ALWAYS HEADBANGING ALONG WITH THE DRUMS [THAT WAS SO AWESOME], JESSE DID HIS SWITCH FROM KEYS TO GUITARS, AND MICKEY WAS FELT. =P


after the concert, hamie and i felt DISAPPOINTED cause of its short lifespan. ='( BUT CANT HELP IT ANYWAYS. [say stupid management with me. =P ] my cousin stayed to wait for his friend who was an usher at the concert. [LUCKY KID.] wen jie and hamie and i left but not before we ALMOST chased [like groupies HAHA] the white van that had THOSE FIVE GUYS INSIDE. [!!!!!] but they left pretty quickly due to sub-standard bodyguards and security personnel. [after MAS SELAMAT, there are doubts.]


besides, we couldnt see a thng in the van so trying is of NO USE. IT WAS PITCH BLACK, although i saw a handprint on the van - wondered if it's one of THOSE GUYS or the fans.

UNSURE. =/

and now, looking back and reflecting on hamie's vid [well it's not her's, but she found it] regarding how some fans actually got to get ADAM'S SIGNATURE and how he is a left-hander,[SURPRISE SURPRISE], kind of regretted that i wasnt there just to see the guys with a close-up view but, HEY, JESSE was right - it's a crazy crowd out there. ;)

left the place a tad late and my mum sent us all back home.

THE END.


>>> songlist: [numbers state which albums the songs were from.]

1. harder to breathe [1]
2. makes me wonder [2]
3. if i never see your face again [2]
4. the sun [1]
5. cant stop [2]
6. nothing lasts forever [2]
7. shiver [1]
8. wake up call [2]
9. sunday morning [1]
10. wont go home without you [2]
11. this love [1]
12. little of your time [2]
13. she will be loved [1]

SHORT DONT YOU THINK? although i have vids of all songs - HEHEHE. am glad i didnt get caught although once this is up on HERE, the possibility of the SIS management coming after my neck is higher - NOT? =/ AH WELLS, heck care. =D

i enjoyed myself and hope that i can experience this again. MEANING:

MAROON 5, COME BACK TO SINGAPORE BECAUSE WE LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!


and that i dont mind going the TC5 concert but compared to the OTHER 5, THAT IS NOTHING.

aite, cheer up ME. =/

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emotions can be classified; same goes for mine. i would describe myself in 3 different terms regarding M5's concert.that would be 'happy', 'angry' and 'sad'.

HAPPY:

but i cannot forget, refuse to regret, so glad i met you and-take my breath away, make everyday, worth all of the pain that i've gone through.
all alone in my room, think of you at a rate that is truly alarming.
and i fall asleep and dream of alternate realities.

and i cant stop thinking about you.

you built me up, you knock me down; provoke a smile and make me frown; you know it's true.
i shiver when i hear your name, i think about you but it's not the same.
immobilized by the thought of you, paralyzed by the sight of you,
hypnotized by the words you say, not true but i believe them anyway.
i dont mind spending everyday, out on the corner in the pouring rain.

i know that goodbye means nothing at all.

ANGRY:

give me something to believe in, cause i dont believe in you anymore.
and you tell me how you're feeling, but i dont believe it's true anymore.
the words you say don't have a meaning.

and i'm not kind if you betray me.
dont you care about me anymore - i dont think so.

pretending to feel the same, then turn around and leave again.
why you dont trust me, why must we do this to one another?
nothing's worse then when you know that it's over.
i just need a little of your time to say the words i never said.
nice try for these games, i do not have the time.

SAD:

now you've gone somewhere else faraway, i dont know if i can find you.
if i never see your face again, i dont mind,
cause we got much further than i thought we'd get tonight.

and sometimes it's a sad song. ='(

what i would give to have you look at my direction.
i'd give my life to somehow attract your attention.
we must free off these tired souls, before the sadness kills us both.
it may not last but i dont know.

everyday, with every worthless word we get more faraway.
the distance between us makes its so hard to stay.
but nothing lasts forever but be honest babe; it hurts but it may be the only way.

can heal us temporarily, but until then the fact remains that-

things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
and i would gladly hit the road, get up and go if i knew.
that someday it will lead me back to you; that may be all i need.



I ASKED THEM TO STAY, BUT THEY WOULDNT LISTEN.
THEY LEFT BEFORE I HAD THE CHANCE TO SAY.
THE WORDS THAT WOULD MEND, THE THINGS THAT WERE BROKEN.
BUILT UP SO MUCH IT CRUSHED ME EVERYDAY.
EVERYNIGHT YOU CRY YOURSELF TO SLEEP,
THINKING WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME?
WHY DOES EVERY MOMENT HAVE TO BE SO HARD - HARD TO BELIEVE THAT
IT'S ALL OVER TONIGHT
JUST GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE TO MAKE IT RIGHT,
I MAY NOT MAKE IT THROUGH THE NIGHT - I WONT GO HOME WITHOUT YOU.


the weight of the things that remained unspoken,
but now it's far too late, THEY'VE gone away.
all of the things i've felt but never really showed,
perhaps the worse is that i ever let you go-

I SHOULD NOT EVER LET YOU GO OH OH OH.

whispered goodbye and THEY got on a plane,
never to return again, but always in my heart.


THIS LOVE HAS TAKE IT'S TOLL ON ME;
AND MY HEART IS BREAKING IN FRONT OF ME.