Thursday, May 01, 2008
exasperation desperation.
i dunno what is worse - me almost falling asleep as my heavy eyelids are batting at rather slow speeds or that everytime i click submit i get the same answer:
you have entered the wrong code, pls try AGAIN. >=(
if i were a hacker, i definitely would destroy many computers. just keep seeing that msg over and over again; repeatedly. as though it cant stop emphasizing that 'cause IT is in control, IT can do whatever IT wants.
im sure you dunno what im ranting abt so let me give you a brief explanation:
as my pocket has a growing hole [or a black hole, whichever you prefer], i have been trying many/various/a spectrum/plethora of methods to get the TC5 concert tix for free. as well as a meet-and-greet pass. =) you can say im rlly cheapskate or that my love for JOEY ZEHR has never waned. but that's not the point.
although - I DO LOVE MR ZEHR. ;)
[saw some nice MR ZEHR pics but cant put them on smehow. DARN.]
i think MTV has something wrong with its server - it's against me for some unknown reason. and it is not just me with this recurring problem. i think others face it too. its either they know me too well and DO NOT WANT TO GIVE THE TICKETS TO ME [yah like how would i know until 27th may]. i must say, this is pissing me off to the extent that i feel like whacking the screen but no one feels the pain so - WHY THOUGH?
ah - neverminds. there are worse things than this.
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not a day goes by that i do not think of my granddad. i wonder how he is doing up there in heaven and whether is it much better than life on earth. im pretty sure it is - no homework, no stress, no illnesses, no problems. sounds like the perfect paradise. =) unfortunately, however much i dread to drag my unwilling soul to school each and everyday, i still have to.
NO CHOICE WHAT. (o.0)
but with renewed faith in god, i feel like im much mre optimistic than before and also a little more perservering and determined. ah, this sounds vaguely familiar - somewhat similar to my PW story. =P hopefully i will get through my year in jc alive and most importantly -
PASS PROMOS!!!!! =0 like isnt this the most important/critical/vital thng in my life?
gdnite world. ;)
12:50 AM