Tuesday, December 09, 2008
mixed emotions WE ARE EMPTY OH OH.
which girl doesnt love shopping?
which girl doesnt want to wear a white dress?
which girl doesnt put on make up?
which girl doesnt want to know you care?
which girl doesnt give a damn?
which girl doesnt want to hold hands?
which girl thinks the world is a lie?
that girl is ME, F Y I.
- anon.
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there's a random hundred million billion trillion gazillion thoughts zooming around in my head right now and although i dont get the headache i usually do, i feel sick mentally and physically. i dunno. i thought i should be happy. :( i met with jyn on sunday and didnt get to eat viet food/PHO - but it doesnt matter since in the end they didnt eat viet food at all. [AM I A RECLUSE ? SOCIAL FREAK ? INTROVERT MAYBE ?] and monday i spent it having some monday blues but rather excited about today's outing. in fact i couldn't sleep at all and woke up feeling rather drained of my energy.
BUT IT'S MUSIC WE ARE TALKING ABT FOLKS ! =/
so i was happy when i went to Cine today although a little bit put down by the fact that Rach-san had to run some errands first and was thus late for the KBOXING. [we missed so much time together doing MIRO - ARGH ! >:( ] i think i can say that now i am visibly mad but back just now i didnt feel anythng at all. [OH NO, IM UN-EMOTIONAL NOW ? WTH.] then i was happy again when we started singing although sad because i didnt sing many songs and my voice was kind of cracked and the food was crap and the price was PETRIFYING and the air-con was darn cold and and AND AND AND -
nvm.
anws we went window shopping afterwards and spent a great deal of time at the GLOOMY/depressing ZARA SHOP [everything is like BLACK AND BLACK AND brown AND MORE BLACK, with occasional colours thrown in] and i learnt that after almost - say - TEN YEARS of not wearing a dress, i cant wear a dress now.
i think i need to call the fashion police. :(
which brings me to my next point abt shopping. i am damn ashamed/guilty/horrified at my own actions. how can i think about buying this and that or not having this and that when in the first place the vietnam kids dont have it at all ???
i have decided -
i want to JUMP [ah no worries thr - been reading alot abt teleportation]
to BAC HA, VIETNAM
>>> itsumademo.
quote of the day: we are all just a bunch of highly-insecured people finding means to become secured.
i wonder if people have issues.
i wonder if people have tissues.
i wonder if life is peaceful.
i like my fried rice peasful/peas-free.
:D / :X / D:
i wonder if i can live without music ?
NONONO I DONT THINK SO. ;)
7:54 PM