LET'S KICK SOME BLEEP

Sunday, April 26, 2009

achieving enlightenment.

recently i havent been posting cause ive been a busy person. (oh yeah right who am i kidding?) but in any sense, im trying to make an effort here in penning something thought-worthy instead of lamenting how life sucks because it only serves to make matters worse.

in the course of 1 month i fell down twice - once due to some bicycle accident and another, most recently, because of my poor sense of judgement and spatial awareness, i tripped and fell on my knees. not the most glamorous thing to admit but now i can proudly showcase that i have enough bruises on my legs.

yes, boss, i can collect my sticker now in exchange of 10 blue-blacks. :P

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study-wise, i've been trying to make small amounts of efforts although at the rate im going, i don't see my future in any of the local universities. this is actually the point in time where i start to have panic attacks and my brain goes into cold sweat-mode and all i can see is numerous flashing lights and the floor underneath me is vanishing.

maybe i need to have more motivation to study. or will. or smtg. :( i feel that i just cant get down to work despite myself (!!!) and other people relentless advice that your future is bleak if you dont mug. i miss secondary sch days. :(

and now i have a splitting headache because my teeth hurts as i just went to wire up both the top and bottom jaw ytd. such is the irritation of pain and not being able to eat what one desires.

i dunno what to type already.

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i suddenly have this yearning to travel to Bac Ha and teach the young kids there English. we could do arts and crafts everyday and kick chapteh with each other. we'll sing songs and play 'london bridge is falling down'. or maybe i'll just talk about my current obsession then.

still into the korean wave or 'hallyu fever' >>> SUPER JUNIOR; this time round but i think its gonna be rather short term/temporary.

brief intro: there's 13 (THIRTEEN BY GOLLY ZOMG WTH ?) members of which i can proudly say that i can identify ALL OF THEM ! (i liken this to memorising facts regarding alkanes because its pretty easy and organic chem is a kill-er -er -er -er -er -er - GAH !) because at first i classified them according to 'who was gay-ish', who was 'slightly overweight' and the others. still cant differentiate their voices except for 3 guys because they sing well and their sound is distinct.

anws, there are a few guys i like but it's one of those 'glance-HEY HE LOOKS NOT TOO BAD-but in time to come won't last' kind of feeling. LOL. :D i have no patience; im quite a jumper somehow. :P their style of music is (what else?) KPop of which i realise that it is INDEED a thriving business.

hence my theory of finance is that if you want to make big bucks quickly, either be a dancer/singer/host/actor in a boyband (unless gender prohibits you) or a CEO/founder/manager/agent/other professional-sounding occupations that are linked to the organizing of music groups.

JUST BECAUSE >>> THE NUMBER OF SINGLES, ALBUM VERSIONS, SUB-GROUP ALBUMS, CALENDARS, PHOTOBOOKS, CONCERT SHOWS, LIVE BROADCASTS, VARIETY PROGRAMMES, MINI-DRAMAS AND THE LIKES OF WHICH I HAVENT THOUGHT OF OR CANT REMEMBER (look look look - there's infinite possibilities to this ! can you say "i told you so" in 4 languages ?) WHICH ONLY GOES TO SHOW HOW LUCRATIVE THIS BUSINESS CAN BE ! :O :O :O

ahh ~ i see my future shining brightly now and suddenly pain is merely something to be overcomed by the mind. thou shall go immerse thou in meditation.

anyung. ;)

PS: hope to see you human beings of sec 4G very very very soon. :)

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